Truth.

Today has been one heck of a day. honestly. Emotionally really. Like alot is going through my head. Loads. But ill get to that. hopefully. Today is Thursday January 10th.

First off in the morning I felt like poop. My stomach was like hgfjghf. Stupid pencilcase. So no school for me. I actually enjoyed my day off when I actually started feeling better. It was a pajamas and slippers type of day. I spent the whole day like that. Currently i am like that. Pajamas are love. So comfortable.

Okay so while I was home, I finished reading this novel. It has to be one of my favourites. Never have I related to the main character this much. The book was soo inspiring. I absolutely loved it. It makes me want to take chances, to lives life. It makes me want to live life. It's called the truth about forever. And its amazing. I really think this book changed the way i think. or live. or something. wes; one word amazing. Theres this one game in the book called truth. I would absolutely love to play that with someone. With my Wes. Or with anyone. I think its really helpful.It just makes you think  about stuff.  i've always been worried about stuff, and people, and this book just showed me that you can't always live afraid. And now i know. From this day on, i hope i can live it, not just believe it. I think i've grown as a person. Secondly i think i can now tell people what i always wanted to. Well not all of it. Seriously this year things have really changed. Jus somethings have changed. And i like it.

I think i might have a job. At tim hortons. Well im going for my interview saturday i think? They have yet to call me. But yeah. I now more than ever i think im ready. Seriously something inside me today changed. Honestly. I hope its for the best. Like a good change. But only time will tell.

ps. I love those in my life. Honestly. You'll never know. But the little things you do, ( good or bad) make me who I am.

" Forever is composed of nows" - Emily Dickinson.