my book list (so far)
- the perks of being a wallflower; Stephen Chbosky.
- anything by sarah dessen
- Charmed Thirds; Megan McCafferty
- Fourth Comings; Megan McCafferty
" You don't always have to be who they want you to be, you know?" - kat stratford;
10 things i hate about you.
exactly.
exams: complete.
task at hand: get a job & get out more.
p.s please hook me up.
"Chance is a word void of sense; nothing can exist without a cause." - voltaire.
not sure what to make of it.
thanks for everything this week. you know who you are.
"Don't hate the player, HATE the game!" ; different i know..
sunday, january 20th. Sick as heck. runny nose, cough, the whole deal. I'm always sick around exams. Always. Maybe stress. Jeez. So much to do before wednesday ( first exam; math). I have a 55, and i need to pass and do good. not bring down my average, and so the universities don't um look at it.
Not much has gone on. Really. A couple of incidents that were like ?! but nothing major. I really have nothing to say. Toodles.
"Out of your vulnerabilities will come your strength." - Sigmund Freud
Today has been one heck of a day. honestly. Emotionally really. Like alot is going through my head. Loads. But ill get to that. hopefully. Today is Thursday January 10th.
First off in the morning I felt like poop. My stomach was like hgfjghf. Stupid pencilcase. So no school for me. I actually enjoyed my day off when I actually started feeling better. It was a pajamas and slippers type of day. I spent the whole day like that. Currently i am like that. Pajamas are love. So comfortable.
Okay so while I was home, I finished reading this novel. It has to be one of my favourites. Never have I related to the main character this much. The book was soo inspiring. I absolutely loved it. It makes me want to take chances, to lives life. It makes me want to live life. It's called the truth about forever. And its amazing. I really think this book changed the way i think. or live. or something. wes; one word amazing. Theres this one game in the book called truth. I would absolutely love to play that with someone. With my Wes. Or with anyone. I think its really helpful.It just makes you think about stuff. i've always been worried about stuff, and people, and this book just showed me that you can't always live afraid. And now i know. From this day on, i hope i can live it, not just believe it. I think i've grown as a person. Secondly i think i can now tell people what i always wanted to. Well not all of it. Seriously this year things have really changed. Jus somethings have changed. And i like it.
I think i might have a job. At tim hortons. Well im going for my interview saturday i think? They have yet to call me. But yeah. I now more than ever i think im ready. Seriously something inside me today changed. Honestly. I hope its for the best. Like a good change. But only time will tell.
ps. I love those in my life. Honestly. You'll never know. But the little things you do, ( good or bad) make me who I am.
" Forever is composed of nows" - Emily Dickinson.
It's January 3rd 2008. That's all I have to say.
" what's love got to do with it"
I almost didn't have time to do this. Nor do I have no. But it's almost a shame to break my record of writing everyday. So this shall be really short. I am almost done my culminating, and maybe i'm going to get my g1 tommorow,, hopefully. I'm almost half way done on my to do list. Kinda. Thank you to those who made me fee loved today. ily.
dear you;
these past days have been great. but give me something more that lol. thanks.
"Guys always seem to wonder what it takes to get a girl. Like, what do they have to do to make a girl notice them? Guys have to realize that they have to be sweet, caring, gentle, honest and still have that sweet little thing about them that drives any girl crazy: and that's reaching her heart. No matter how much you try, if you don't reach her heart, it won't ever be worth-while." - unknown
here I am again. First post of the year '08. January 1st 2008! I hope everyone arrived home safely. yesterday ended the year just the way it was spent. I'll leave that thought for pondering. =) I'm making a fresh start. And you wouldn't believe how many times i've said this, but this year I think I really mean it. Breaking out of my shell you could say. And all my friends know that that is way overdue, and that I really need to. Though I have changed since the summer and they all see that, and i'm glad I did. And if you're reading this, I promise no more scares there.
Um I don't know what else to say.. Well I do but i'm not sure its the right time. haha.
Dear you;
stop making mindless small talk, and give me a little to react too. I think it be best. I want to see what's happening now. and you use lol too much. :P
A rather lengthy quote, it almost seems like a poem. But is rather fitting for today. =)
