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It's January 3rd 2008. That's all I have to say.
" what's love got to do with it"
I almost didn't have time to do this. Nor do I have no. But it's almost a shame to break my record of writing everyday. So this shall be really short. I am almost done my culminating, and maybe i'm going to get my g1 tommorow,, hopefully. I'm almost half way done on my to do list. Kinda. Thank you to those who made me fee loved today. ily.
dear you;
these past days have been great. but give me something more that lol. thanks.
"Guys always seem to wonder what it takes to get a girl. Like, what do they have to do to make a girl notice them? Guys have to realize that they have to be sweet, caring, gentle, honest and still have that sweet little thing about them that drives any girl crazy: and that's reaching her heart. No matter how much you try, if you don't reach her heart, it won't ever be worth-while." - unknown
here I am again. First post of the year '08. January 1st 2008! I hope everyone arrived home safely. yesterday ended the year just the way it was spent. I'll leave that thought for pondering. =) I'm making a fresh start. And you wouldn't believe how many times i've said this, but this year I think I really mean it. Breaking out of my shell you could say. And all my friends know that that is way overdue, and that I really need to. Though I have changed since the summer and they all see that, and i'm glad I did. And if you're reading this, I promise no more scares there.
Um I don't know what else to say.. Well I do but i'm not sure its the right time. haha.
Dear you;
stop making mindless small talk, and give me a little to react too. I think it be best. I want to see what's happening now. and you use lol too much. :P
A rather lengthy quote, it almost seems like a poem. But is rather fitting for today. =)
hello again. It's new years evee. December 31st 2007. =) I've already done the whole new years post. So it's kind of pointless to repeat it, since nothing's changed.. Sadly.. I'm not going to write alot here, 1) because I don't have time, and no it's not because i have amazing plans, but still. and 2) there's not much to say. But anywhoo. This is the end my my post. The last post of 2007!
P.S To those out there going out partying drive carefully :P Quote of the day; this one's not as meaningful as the others but i found it funny :)
" Youth is when you're allowed to stay up late on New Year's Eve. Middle age is when you're forced to." - Bill Vaughnv
Hellloo 2008!
It's a Sunday afternoon, and i'm rambling. Not lame at all. I should be outside. Maybe skating? No; walking. It's a good day for a walk. I love walks actually. There a good place to think. On second thought, I think to much. Overanlyzer you might say. But anyways, it's December 30th 2007.
Not much going on today actually, so this post will most likely be short and sweet :). I actualyl can't come up with anything to say. Today's been a slow day. Real sloww.. Um on the brightside I can check off one thing on my " before I go to school check list," I finished my novel. It was okay, some part were really dragged out. Now all i have to do is summarize, and rate the book. It's part of a book club thing, that i am part of =). I think if you read all 10 you get a chapters certificate. I want that, not that I don't want the satisfaction of knowing that I read all ten books. uh yeah.. So far I have read two books.
1) The Space Inbetween.
2) The Blue Helmet.
I have until April to accomplish my goal. I think I am done for the day. Im drawing a blank. Writers block. Bloggers. haha. Time for the quote of the day. :)
p.s I think it's really lame that I have time to write a post everyday. NOTE TO SELF: Get out more!
" Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak...sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go." - Unknown
I want to say the things I could never say..
it's the weekend. But it doesn't really feel like it. You know when your on holiday everyday feels like one big weekend? no? well it does to me. I went shopping again. Yes and my so desired boots weren't there, but I did find boots that I liked. They were exactly the same as the ones I wanted but except in brown. Still liked them though. So I bought them, and got an additional 10% of with a discount card. A red jacket was also bought, but not by me. So now it's 15:58 on December 29th. 15:58 I think is 3:58. If my math or my telling time is correct.
I still have one week before going back to school. Yipee. Sarcasm right there. I'm not looking forwardd to going. Normally it wouldn't be so bad except that I have a ton of things to do before I go. Most are culminating tasks. You see I haven't really started, not much anyways, and its due soon. My nature is putting it off until the last minute. Not a very smart thing to do but what can you do. I am a procrastinator. I also have some stories to write, well one. And a novel to finish. Oh boy next week's going to be fun. I also have yet to go skating, which I have been dying to since forever! I saw pictures from downtown skating, and it looks so pretty. Spectacular even. Almost like one part of one of those romantic classics. melt.
Oh. I didn't buy the drivers book. nor did I send in a resume. Classic example of me being a procrastinator. And instead of rambling on in a blog about my day, I could be doing my assignments. But I'm not. And chances are I won't until probably wednesday. yeah. well whatever. I'm starting to get sick of school, and my grades show it. most definetly, especially my math. yikes. barely passing there. :P and apparently im conservative.. well yeah its math class. lol.
" You gotta dance like nobody's watching, dream like you will live forever, live like you're going to die tomorrow and love like it's never going to hurt." - Meme Grifsters (my ultimate desire!, but it's harder than you may think. well to me)
gah. day two, take two. I'm somewhat mad. I wrote this heartfelt post, and my computer sort of crashed and I lost it. Me being who I am think it's fate. I think it was a sign that I shouldn't have posted the things I wrote. So I'm not going to rewrite the things I wrote ( I can't even remember them really) and trying a new aproach to today's entry.
It is the 28th of December. Almost New years yes I know. As for the plans I have, zip. Nothing to do. I was thinking of going down to nathan phillips sqaure ( I think?) and spend it there, but apparently you have to stand up for hours. So that's a no. And as for the whole partying thing at a club, yeah not so much. It would be fun, but eh maybe next year. I usually end up saying that alot when putting off, or not doing something, it almost seems like a fall back strategy of mine. Although I do have some up and coming resolutions. Not the usual types " quit smoking," or the overly commercialized " loose weight" ( although a few pounds couldn't hurt :P) no my resolution, or should I say resolutions are much more deep. In my first attempt to write an entry I wrote about them, well two, but I shall forgo that for now. As for my other 2 resolutions, I plan to get a job. Yes indeedy. A low paying, job. I have been wanting one. So incase any of you are reading this and have a job listing, i'm 16..... haha! yeah right. I can't be asking for money all the time. And plus I want to start the whole independence thing. Better late than never. As for resolution number two, I would like to get my drivers liscence. Step two on the way to independence. It comes a time in every 16 year old life when they want to drive. Cliche. :P But it's taking me a while to actually do these things. Buy a book send a resume.. gah. maybe I should make that a pre-new year thing. Maybe I shall do that tommorow. Well maybe just buy the book, and put in one application. Start slow.
Okay this was way better than my last post. Maybe it will be here one day, but as for now. No. It was nice getting it out though. See you next post!
P.S - It actually sounds like i'm talking to someone. which is sad because i'm really not.
Time for a quote. "No fate is worse than a life without a love. " - mexican proverb. (tell me about it!)
P.S.S i may have sort of developed a new attraction. possibly
i think im going to start this whole blogging thing again. I had tried it before, but my interest in it soon died. Supposedly it's really helpful in like releasing emotions and what not. I'll be the judge of that thank you very much. It is December 27th 2007. Day one of my first of many entries.
Merry Christmas; better late than never I always say. I hope everyone had a wonderful Christmas. I would say holiday but I am opposed to that. ( an insider YLC thing). Anyways, this Christmas was better than expected. Not as good as I hoped, since few key elements were missing, but good nonetheless. I got some stuff that I liked, but you know none of that mattered alot. I got to spend if with the people I love. =) yes I know. cheessee. we'll I'm like that you see. As for did I get everything I wanted; No. I didn't. But the things that I wanted could not be bought or could no be found at a mall. well depends on who's there ;). But as it's always said " good things come to those who wait." Note: my thing better be pretty darn good as I have been waiting for 16 years! Also it would have been nice to have a white Christmas. I know there was snow on the ground from a previous snow storm, and it snowed today, but it's not the same. There's nothing like the feeling of looking out the window and seeing snow as your about to open your presents. Cheesy comment numero deus.
Then came boxing day.. It was pretty packed. I went outlet shopping. I perfer it sometimes over big mall shopping. Usually i'm not much of a shopper but when you have a little money, and nothing else to do you tend to like it. I was pretty fghfjhg. I saw these boots that I wanted. They were really cheap too, well for boots. And they didn't have my size. All there were was 8, 9, 10. Then after searching for what seemed like an hour, I finally found a size 6 boot. yes, only one! You see there were boots scattered on the floor, and I was desperately trying to find the missing one.. of boots. ( not that I'm not looking for the missing one. haha but that's a totally different matter). So it turned out they didn't have the boot. somebody must have tooken home two sizes! what the?! So I couldn't get them and I was pretty disapointed. I know it sounds like a pretty superficial thing, and very plastic I really am not like that. But you know when you see something, or when you really want something, and you can't get or have it or in this case FIND it don't you get really disapointed.. Because I do, and I did. Granted I did come out of it with something. a jacket. A nice one. A nice one I might add.
This has been actually fun. I like this whole blogging experience. I shall keep this up. Beats the whole writing in a diary thing. But believe me I haven't done that in a while. I think that I shall make this a habit of mine. A good one. Not one of my many bad ones. And no it isn't smoking, or drug related. I want to end this blog in a creative way, well maybe not because maybe it has been done to death already but who cares. It suits me. I think? I would like to end it with a quote something nice and simple.
- " Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen. " Unknown. Think about it.
- ashley.
I have the best feeling in the world right now, well maybe not but i feel pretty darn good. first let me say that i love vox. lmfao. it's soo nice to write about suff like you're day. well i feel very high on life. This is because i had the best day on sunday. 70's disco.. wee. and it has stayed like that until now, and i continue to feel happy. you guys should experience this emotion right now.
The title by the way is a song and it fits my mood exactly. i stole crisells idea. =).
